I have betrayed to achieve my goals,

it's because I don't have patience and I don't know how to open my way.

And I will not change,

because nobody will ever change;

but you can trust me,

you can trust me.

After reading "Small Gods", the stubborn idea arose in me that some elements of this story, published in 1992, can be adjusted to current reality. 

Tiny voices that seek to be heard, being more precise, I mean all those users of social networks that as the small gods; they are looking for someone to believe in them, someone to become their follower and perhaps share their ideology with others. At times it seems like a beautiful exercise to magnify the ego, because more is desired the more one has. The guess incites to believe that it is part of moving up in category.

And once they have been crowned among the greats, from that Olympus being renowned members with a certain voice, the sympathizers seem to matter little. These, just pieces in clusters, numbers that help them maintain their status. And they, well, because of that status they are participants in a game between powerful. 

Later when they collapse, because some will have to; it is interesting that even those fallen, in addition to losing their sympathizers, are frowned upon among the small existences; to the point of being forgotten.

In the end it could be said that life and death apply to everyone. Although, it is also valid to express that an analogy can be applied to everything; or maybe not, and all this text arises from a careful personal selection of elements of that story.

Mmmm ...... I don't know, but you, dear reader, will know what to believe.

And how can I give you an answer?

To the questions that life poses;

If I only have doubts, and I live between questions,

Dreaming a life to demonstrate.

Walking on the street of a stressful and seductive city, it is rarely possible to reflect and try to find answers to the various questions that daily plague our existence. However, between the morning hangover and the stupor of having spent the night immersed in feminine charms, it is possible to take a moment to philosophize about life.

Then questions arise such as: what is the meaning of life? What color is God's skin? What follows after death? Has the lamb eaten the flower? Originality is dead? Have we lied since the wolf ate the shepherd?

And then I find myself here slowly dying since I was born, but searching for answers to questions.

Like every human being.

Disorder

Find with quickness,

moments of lucidity;

lost in consecrate

something that is no longer real.

A sign, a testimony

of some mortal around everything,

I walk towards the safety

of getting able to tell us the truth.

Some people praise traditional art and belittle digital art, because it is made with the help of computer programs; which seems ironic to me because we live in an increasingly digital world.

    But the reality is that both traditional art and digital art, they have their advantages and disadvantages. Furthermore, the quality of the work does not depend entirely on the tools used, but on the person's abilities.

    Although social media is the place where this trivial topic is frequently raised; it is also in these spaces that a greater exposure of artistic skills is achieved. Considering that, despite being useful creative spaces, its original purpose is not to house art; which is why there are subtle limitations.

    However, these restrictions sometimes incite the search for that which is impeded; remembering the existence of spaces destined to expose certain types of creative works.

    Finally, I will add that in Newgrounds digital work tends to have a greater impact and therefore greater exposure. Being the traditional work relegated, but quite accepted.

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Let's see if a miracle happens.

I have noticed that a large part of "Browse Art: Popular" is NSFW content, A or M rating.

Of this a considerable part is fanart. Art that satisfies libido, by showing us characters in other situations.

However I have not found so much fanart of adult content; as is the hentai.

This makes me think a couple of reasons why there is no fanart about hentai, which are:

• The artist or creator in question does not want to be exposed. Regardless of the type of content it make; it don't want to reveal the hentai content it consume.
• The hentai is already a product whose content satisfies the public. At least at the visual level it satisfies a mayority, because at the narrative level it does not please everyone.

A viable option (and seemingly under-exploited) is to make SFW fanart from hentai. A true visual irony.

I know it's not a great reflection, but I wanted to capture it.